Reflection #4: Paragraph Portfolio Writing Experience

  To me, the most challenging part of writing a paragraph is to find a good aim to write, a good layout so that the paragraph won't be so boring or extremely bad. This is very hard for me because I'm not a very good writer so that a lot fundamental things are really hard for me. I know that keep on writing is going to help me get through this, but I don't think the quantity haven't work it's magic, so now every time when I write, it's really a painful path for me. I try to keep telling myself to push it, not to become a good writer, but to get the grade that I wanted. I know this is not what the instructor's intention, but as long as I keep pushing myself and it won't benefit the instructor and I both.My reaction on learning and writing a certain paragraph is quiet hard to tell. On the one hand, I know that if I do this, it's going to benefit me a lot and that will come a long way. On the other hand, I have this inner person that said: oh no, not again! For example, when I'm writing this blog, I know this is going to benefit me a lot and I have never wrote blog before so this can be an interesting experience for me. But on the other hand, I just do like to do this kind of work and I really don't have a clue on how to improve or where is this going. So for me, and some students may also have this kind of problem, I what our aim is to try our best and be better. I believe that after this long journey of writing all kinds of paragraphs and posts, things will do pay off.